Sometimes I'm still confuse on relationships whereby they have moved on but still saying they miss thier ex. As a reason, "they are my ex, but now my friend". To me, BULLSHIT! There are a big difference of friend & ex-partner.

Some may even said to thier partner that they loved them so much but behind thier backs, they simply confess to thier ex that they miss them. How can you miss someone who treats you bad and doesnt even qualify to be in your future. How can you say to your partner you loved them when some parts of your mind are still thinking about your ex.

Maybe I've experience this many times. And i do admit that last time, when i was attached to someone (not my current boyfriend) i did say to my ex that i missed them. But somehow, as days past, i've learn my lesson. If they were good enough for me, there is no such thing as break up. And it wont lead to this kind of feeling.

I would only say i miss my ex when im single coz thats the only time nobody can be jealous of what i said. Just like when i was still dating my current guy. We havent make it official, so i confess to him saying i missed my ex. I actually cried saying that i missed my ex, coz i found few things in my wardrobe that reminds me of the past. So he told me to meet my ex for the last time. And i swear, that was really the last time i met my ex. Coz when i meet him, many thought that i would develop the feelings back for my ex, but they were wrong. Although my ex asked for patch, and my family advice me to be back to him, to give him another chance to work things up, ive made my choice. I met him, but my feeling wasnt there for him. I still think of all the bad deeds he had done to cause the breakup. And i would rather gave up that chance for someone whom made me smile rather then someone who made me suffer all along. And I'm happily attached to my current boyfriend now.

But still, some of my ex, not the one i mention above, still do ask around about me. Why? Why didnt you appreciate me when i was with you, and now when i'm gone you ask people about me. You said you were happy. You said you have moved on. And i'm sure you can see that i've too moved on with my own life. Then why do you still bother asking people to pass messages to me.

I've played my part to delete, block them coz i dun find any reason for me to contact any of my ex although as a friend. Its true that what happen last time couldnt be undone. Memories do stay, so i've decided to stay away from those. You need to realise that both of us have moved on. And by trying your best to check up on me will not only shake up your relationship, but also make things bad for me n my guy.

It goes same to my guy. Thankfully, none of his ex is as crazy as mine. Haaah! Hopefully. Coz so far i'm with him, we have no problems with his ex, just mine.. Hahha... Sabar2.. But he said we still need to get through 1 of his ex to retrieve back his belongings. Something VERY valueble.. hmmm.. Okey its fine with me coz he's bringing me along to take back his stuff if he were to meet her... Make sure.. Kalau tak ku ketok kau! hahaha..

To me, if my ex doesnt wanna retrieve back his stuff, simple! Green recycle plastic bag or you want me to be rude? Black colour plastc bag.. And that includes the stuff he bought for me. Haha.. I remember wanting a Nintendo DS Lite Red so much, but after we broke off, i dun find it valueble. I sold it. Hahhaha.. And sometimes i wish i could sell off my ex just like how i sold the stuff he bought for me..Takde makne dohh!

And recently have a chat in msn with 1 of my girlfriends, and we gossipped. Biaselah.. when girls meet girls.. And somehow we touched on a topic about ex. Can you actually convinced everyone that you are happy with your current partner, say bad stuffs about your ex, but behind the scenes of everything you meet your ex and ask him/her to wait you up.. WOah! Itu macam nyer manusia pon ade... Isk Isk Isk.... Nevermind lah.. Asalkan  dorg bahagia.. I'm sure there are plenty of these kind of monsters out there..

Nevermind. Not interested to know anymore. Things are so CLEAR. ishhh...shhhhh!!!

People say what's love without trust. I say, why trust when it's always lies?? Haaah!

Tipu larh banyak2 yerr.. Allah is FAIR. Remember that... Always keep in mind, if you do behind your partner's back, dun cry and start cursing when they do the same... :)