In case you haven't realise, i've been waiting for this guy for 200 days exact since he left me for Brunei. Roughly about 8 months or so? Yeah. I shall say, many things happen in between those waiting time. I've known many people who are so interested and ready to commit and take the next step with me. But still i wouldn't wanna break my promise with him. As far as i can remember, i did say, "I promise i will wait for you".. And i did. It really did came from the bottom of my heart and that's why i'm still keepng that promise with me.

We've taken this hard test, and i'm proud to say, we've passed. Coz we manage to settle our differences although we were far apart. Still, he's my daily drug dosage. I need him everynow and then.

That explains why i'm pretty moody when i have misunderstandings with him. He's the reason for me to smile & laugh. And when i am down, he'll be my happypill & also my laughing gas. He just know how to make me smile. So when we quarrel, basically all i need was him talking to me and nobody else.

Frankly when i'm down because of him, i dun wish anyone to talk to me, coz i'll seriously find you the most number 1 irritant, but if you manage to ask him to talk to me, then i shall say thank you.

He's been very moody nowdays due to his workload and dumb colleagues. He's complaining to me every now and then. Seriously, i'm pretty pissed off with his job, coz they seem to be so FIB (fucking irritating bastards). Can't they like do thier own job and stop disturbing his job. You are paid to go brunei to work, not to "sabo" people you knw? And among all, stop picking on him. He wanted to do something that would teach those barbarians but i hope he takes my advice not to. Coz what's the use of revenging against each other if you know it would never end? And they are uncivilised barbarians, so let them be. Brainless motherfucker like them have no brains so its useless to teach them any lesson if they cant absorb a single thing.

Hubby,

just do your job, settle what you need asap. Then come back home here, with me. I can't stand any much longer like this without you. Let those shits happen in brunei happen as it is. You know whose that stupid culprit, then let him be. Those can be settle in SG. Our way! So let him be..Enjoy his moments of playing his games there k..

So here i am, still waiting for your return... Plus i'm having bad migraines for the last 1 week. And i swear the migraine didnt go away although i had so much rest. My migraine pills, finish. So i really need you to come home soon to take care of me. I dunwan medication. You are my drug, so please don't let me wait for you for so long.

8 months is long enough dy :'(

I ♥ YOU & I'm Still WAITING...