I woke up at 4am this morning by the song that is coming from my lappy. Its a notification that notify me if my ♥ is online. The song "nafasku" by taufik batisah is the main song. So i really hear the song pretty loud hittng my ear drums, so i check my msn, but wierd thing was he was offline and then it struck to my mind tat today my ♥ is going outfield.

"Ya Allah...Please protect him from any harm while he's on his outfield. 

Should have skype with him for a while last night before he went offline, but i was busy so i turn him down. And now syimah regret. Miss him so much already.

It was like just yesterday since i've talked to him face-to face. Hugging him tight around me. Him, kissing me goodbye before he fly off to Brunei. Not realising it was a pretty long 2months since. Not to mention since last year, before his 1 week home leave.

Yeah. He's been away for too long. June last year up till this year Feb then only he get his home leave which was still pathetically a week. And off he goes for anther 2 months. Now this moment here, we still have another 25 more days before i can snuggle back around his arms, waking up to see him peacefully sleeping... I'm really looking forward to his home-coming. I'm really excitedd!

We've been having stupid misunderstanding nowadays, and we manage to forget everything very easily. Coz when he start to sulk for more then 2 or 3 days, it will only start to make us realise how badly we missed each other, although we are pissed. Like few days back. I just dun wanna elaborate, but i swear i find it very cute of him. We quarrel for about something, then in that point of time, i was actually the 1 who was suppose to be very down and not talk. But instead of me, it was him. He sulk for almost 4 greatful days, and finally he came online leaving a message on my facebook wall saying he miss me.

Obviously i miss you too dear. I was trying so hard to stay strong not to feel sad over the matter and he not talking to me but i couldnt help it. Eventually i cried. Yes i cried coz i missed u so much. But i wouldnt want to tell anyone about it coz i cant find any reasons to share these to them. Although you were offline, i stayed up hoping for you to come online and send me the "rose i love you" card. 4 dreadful days... We've missed out 4 days not talking and now when he's back online, he needs to leave for outfield. Urggh!

Unfair! He's ORD date is pretty much very soon but they still ask him to do stupid duties and outfields.. Please let him rest. How can you humans be so inhuman?? Hmph! Really pity him as he struggle through his workload togather with stupid colleagues who "sabo2" people, that includes my guy, still he manage to fit his time for me. Haish.. I know how exhausting it is..Especially when you have a gf like me who needs to always hear your voice almost everyday... :D

Nevermind dear, 25 more days and no more army life for you. Done with everything, and what's left is us. So work work work, once you are back in Singapore, it will be holiday season for you and i.. I'm so looking forward to our Bali honeymoon on May & Genting with your siblings on June!! Wheee!!!

Be back home soon dear.. In my prayers, i pray to Him to keep you save where-ever you are and to always grant us patience to face every obstacles togather. Insya`allah. 18 December will be looking forward to this year..

♥ your one & only princess.