i text yeena, she was asleep. wanted to text amoi, but she's in the hospital. so msn with melly (fiq cesc) ex-scandal throughout the evening. really wanted someone to talk to. but all she talk about was club club club. okey im so sick of tat word so end up i ignoring her in msn.

yeena reply my msg later in the evening when i already got so cockup and had no mood to leave the hse..i dunno wats happening but i showed temper to everyone. yea i mean it everyone. my sis, mum, brother-in-law, frenz...all because i was pissed at sum1.. i swear i feel like shutting down myself.

and for ur info, i already wanted to do tat few days back but becoz sumtink miracle happen i decide lets giv it another day. end up this shit happen. yea. miracle tat we talk so sweetly the entire nite..but end up look at today..wat a day. fuck!

so mum, sis n stepdad wanted to go out just now, and they asked me along, obviously i wasnt in the mood so i ignore them..and when they reached home, i just feel like my mum's voice was so loud, i just stare at her and turn my face away and continued watching tv..okey i swear i was rude.. but hello, i was pissed! so fuck everybody's feeling ah..mum just kept quiet and did her stuff quietly after tat, sis sat in her room.

i was waiting for sum1 to actually talk to me and comfort me but siak ahhhhh...HARAM SIOL!! and now i have the feeling if anybody else come to talk to me other then this person comfirm2 kene maki free2...so yeah, leave me alone...unless u r tat person i want to talk to..