I dunno where to start and i dunno when to end..

Things are just getting harder each fucking day...I'm always put in a situation when wrong is wrong and right is also wrong..

Can i just like scream my lungs out? Coz i've cried my tears too much these 1 entire week..And still nobody could realise it. How shall i say it when everytime it comes to the point when it stated, i can't understand the situation.

Then that's when your comparison starts..

Who am i to you..? Do i deserve being treated in such a way after what i've done? I dun expect any good returns but at least spare some thoughts for me. You needed me all along, and i was there, but now when i need you, where the heck were you..? And when i needed someone to talk to, you always have something on. I tried understanding but you no longer have the time for me. Dun you realise that yet?

Jealousy is normal but why to a certain extend of u revenging towards me. I feel its so unfair..You kept asking me who is this and that, but when it comes to you seriously i have no feeling to ask coz i know they are your friends. You said you deleted people. From what i see there's no diff. I deleted people who could come our way, but when i go to your's they are still there.. I can't say much coz it's ur choice really..

But now all i am unhappy about is the way you said in you postout..

Why to the extend of comparing me and them. You know what they did. And it's much worse then what you could think of me doing but still you have the hearts to compare. Am i the same as them? Aku takde perasaan pe biler kau bandingkan aku? Pernah ke aku samakan kau ngan jantan2 lain?

You never spare a thought for me. Maybe it's true when people say relationships are beautiful in the beginning ONLY. Coz as days pass, the real you are coming out. You weren't the same you i know. I'm missing you. The old you. But you just can't open your eyes and heart to listen to all my silent screams.

And when i tried to say all these out, all you kept saying was i couldn't understand you.

Everybody's tired. Tired of everything. Including me. I'm tired of fighting over simple stuff with you. You promised to make me smile but now look, i'm all swelled up after a major breakdown.


I can't face this alone and you know that.

Just for yu to know, you are killing me slowly with the way you are treating me. And all i wanted was us to be as normal again. I'm not putting the blame on you. I'm putting the blame to the situation where you and me are being separated so far apart. Coz that is what that makes you just can't see what i really am and what i really need.

Please. Have some thoughts of how i feel..
*MAJOR BREAKDOWN*