bestie didnt kol me before her surgery and im feeling worried now.. i miss her.. yesterday couldnt sleep the entire night kepale nak pecah pikir2..talk to ♥ half way then he sleep, so i hang up skype and online msn.. fiq cesc was online..msn with him for a while, beh have to let out the feelings off my chest..nak bobal ngan ♥ tido plak.. so nemind..

shocking seyy...syimah cry sambil msn...serious ah fiq, cannot take it anymore..aku tak tau nk cakap ngan sape lagik..beh orang2 yang online semua ku majority tak rapat.. ade yang rapat pon bende2 nie ku taknak share..macam paisey siak..thanks for becoming a listening ear..sorie kalau ku susah kn kau semalam :'(

after sharing my prob, i felt a little better..aku cumer nak orang dengar jek aper ku nak cakap..nak text yeena, comfirm2 tido coz she was tired..if semalam kau tak online ade chance ku sad2 sendiri ahh..

went to chong pang to collect jewellery for mother. sedih larh kan..usually go around with bestie beh nie she's not around..i swear i feel like crying again...aku risau sak pasal dier..she text me in the morning saying she will kol me before the surgery but till now i didnt hear her voice... :'( omg i pray that her surgery goes well...i wan cry now can?? i miss her badly..usually around this time we would be chatting in fb or msg..kadang lepak at my house...sedihhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghh..nemind. back to my story, went congpang bought my nail design equips, collect mum jewellery, bought lunch and head home..met Fly (my ph mgr) at kfc, bobal pasal keje..he look wierd thou..haha..now at home chatting with ♥

p/s : i swear whenever i think of you & us, i feel like crying over and over again...i miss you, i bet you don't know..