Monday, December 28
Making a decision in life, i always think its the same as separating salt from sugar. So can you imagine how hard it can be? Comparing which is which. But in the end of the day, maybe the outcome would be un-satisfying or maybe it could be so relieving. We will never know. But what if, after doing all the hard work, you realise, it was just a waste. I'm sure we'll never want to do it ever again.
That's what is all the everyday life is all about. Decisions. You trust yourself too much on something but sometimes its very dissapointing.
Then the next step of life is to move on to hurt anyone that hurts you. I find it so unfair. But whatever is given to us is what is written for us so yeah. Accept it.
I've been hurt, dissapointted, neglected and many more so yea, i've made my decision final. To move on to a new life, a new step, a new chapter in life. I don't wish to look back..anymore. People who hurt me, will get thier retribution. I dun have the right to punish those assholes. But Allah is more powerful. Let him punish them as fairly as how they make me feel.
For now, lets just look forward to the future. I've found my happiness and i guess this is it. Now i can look back, MIDDLE FINGERS UP, smile and walk off happily..
A fairytale come true i guess..
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