And yeah, regular reader, taggers & facebook friends ask me where's the column about THAT GIRL. haha.. Let's make it clear here, as you can see, new year is around the corner, my new skin is so neatly organised so i dun find any reason for her face or shits should be posted in my blog. The word is NAJIS yang sungguh menjijikan. Yeah.. People whom have always read my blog already know her stories and let them keep it to themselves and make it a lesson. About the video thingy, anyways i already got in touch with the guy through msn and he wanted to give me the video BUT! like i say, i don't keep cheap typical pornos in my lappy. It's already enough if he already post it up in his blog and youtube page. Why would i even bother leaking it if it's already been leaked. So yeah. 2 months of fame in my blog amacam?? Gerek kapaaa... Haha..


Yesterday was really a bore, i stayed home doing nothing as usual skype with ♥ talk about stuffs. Then suddenly feel like text-ing amoi & yeena. Wanted to chill yeena's crib later that night as she was at northpoint with her ♥ so waited till she comes home. But then something cropped up between me and ♥ . I don't know what i said that makes his mood change. I apologise saying sorry if i dd a mistake to make him feel down, suddenly he was like talking to me with esclamation marks. That already make me heartpain, he called me through skype, but he look really pissed. So i decide to stay home and settle things up. But the longer the silent were the more blood boiling it made me. I couldnt take it any longer. When i skype with him he'll be so busy talking to his friends and now when he actually have some quality alone time with me, he shows his emotion. Sumpah aku fed up! So i hung up the call from skype with him then he said he has no mood to talk to me messaging me with all those CAPITAL LETTERS. But he said he wan't pissed at me. Then what? Pissed at something else and showing his tantrums to me? Do i look like something for you to reflect you work shits now? Then still i tried comfronting him through message, but realise he is so stubborn. URGHH!!! I'm leaving him alone now to have his mind cleared up because i really don't wish to quarrel with him for nothing just because something at work make him feel cock up.


And people asking me what i'm doing for new year, like i say, dinner, sleep, wake up, HELLO 2010. Shawal, botak & black going for lepak2 and thought of going but syimah no ehh. Later bf marah. And someone said he wants to talk to me if i'm not going anywhere. He said, if everyone's enjoying themselves and i'm not why would he wanna leave me alone on new year eve. Then looks like i shall just wait for this person to talk to me later. And i'm still waiting. Otherwise, sticking to my plan, cook dinner for family, watch tv, sleep wake up, goodbye fucking 2009 and HELLO 2010.


Oh and anyway, receive a shocking message from memek yesterday,

Memek : btw , aderh num belle niyy memek .. soriy 2 dysturb ..

Me : belle maner?

Memek : belle yishun .. ii nark tnyer sumtink .. soriy 2 dysturb ya ..

Me : oh i dun have her number..

Memek : hmmp , nvmynd den lurp .. btw , hapie new year 2 youh babe .. soriy iif ii aderh doo wrong wyp uu .. hopefully ya .. nkk open new chapter .. huhu!

Me : Happy new year to u too.. nah..semua org buat salah..just d matter of realising it or not..tc anyway

Memek : yeah2 .. noo body iz perfect aniway .. iz our mistake also 4 trusting guys words soo much .. until we gerls get into fight .. lyfe full of obstacle tats hard 2 over cum .. okeoke ! paper txt miie aite .. be der 4 uu .. nyte !

So yeah. short simple convo. No minah2 gado anymore ehh. Coz it's true that sometimes because of people's mouth who smells like rubbish that could lead to quarrels. Like me and memek, I never had any misunderstandings with her before this, just that last time when her guy who is my ex text me and she thought i was the 1 who text him first. Then someone just someone make up stories about her meeting me. When things are cleared between me and memek stinky mouths shut of fear. Refuse to admit.


Come on larh people.. 2010 is less then 24 hours now. Still wanna bring your secondary school attitude ke? Wake up and be matured la k. Got brains, but don't let your brains be on your knees or i shall say breast? Hah...


p/s : im still waiting for you to realise what's right & what's wrong for you my dear. will be waiting for you.. ♥