monday, 8.06pm...
♥ called me..surprise me with his voice and yeah, well, i was surprised till i actually cried. haha.. dumb kn?! not cry lah.. cumer mcm tears of joy gitu...so talk to him for 43mins..before he had his shower..then finally i had my first meal for the day...fasha granny came over my place to accompany mum who is still sick.. i stayed in my room the entire day.. after ♥ done with his wash up, we skype-d for a while, then SOMEBODY fell asleep a few times.. dah ckp penat degil! he said, "penat pon ckp tak penat..." hahaha... and i end up hearing him snores..and dunno what happen suddenly connection lost. he went offline, comfirm his pp8 low that's why connection disconnected. hmmm... so i waited for 15mins, he didnt came online back so its comfirm tat pp8 low..so i offline skype, msn n the rest then i also offline myself...


woke up at 3am. hungry. but literally cnt carry myself to kitchen to have my meal, so lie down dead.. caught to see sum1 online, at 3 am?? yeah.. online.. so talked for a while, endup quarrelling matters over matters again..and i decide to let it go and forget abt it.. so maybe this is it...i feel like i'm the most heartless lady by doing that.. its better i tell him earlier rather then hurting him more later..
well, wat to do..i love my ♥ more then anything else... so cant seem to have a change of feelings for another guy. sorry :(


angah was online in msn. yahhh msn seyy...hahha...so chat for a while, layankn him as he's bz kemas umah. i mean, he's actually tidy-ing his house at 4plus in the morning... hahah..suspect morning madness! so yay..chat..talk abt work and stuff, then  feel like blogging..so now im blogging..haha..


p/s : about the video thingy, dear "_______________" , can u like just switch ur blog to public for a while and let them see the video coz i cant be bothered to hv such content in my lappy..KOTOR SEKALI!!! so please..other then that video, i still need to clarify things about what she spoke abt me and my family..asscheeks!