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What About Me ?
I Live My Own LIfe, I Lead My Own Life. Around Me Are Influences To Bring Me Either Up Or Down But Either Ways, I'm Gonna Face It Alone In The End. Nobody's Gonna Share Those Happy Moments Forever, And Nobody Gonna Wipe My Tears If I Ever Cry. So Why Should We Bother What People Gonna Say. It's Our Own Life Anyway.
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My One & Only Princess
40 Weeks 3 Days Growing In Me.
2 Hours 45 Minutes Of Delivery Pain.
Born on 30th April 2011 @ 0148hours.
Zara Nur A`Syikha , Name Was Given.
She's A Princess Shining Bright Into My Life Ever Since...
Previous Rants
My Past.... I don't wanna talk about it.
Let's move on and just cherish whatever we have now before it turns into what we had.
Saturday, November 7
Like i say, i dun find trouble with anybody..since my ex sch mates have known the story good enough larh kan.. no further explainations needed.
just like "______" said,
"dier pon satu, dah ader mat sendiri lagik nk kluar ngan mat lain"
tats the reason y. especially wen she fucking know that me n my ex still do contact each other. pls larh k, takmo step bodo. ke dah memang bodo..
putting the blame against others wont do u any fucking good.
coz everyone that have read my blog, have said tat she is just dumb too dumb.
calling others bitch wen she already prove that she's actually the one.
so next time before u wanna say others, stand urself infront of a mirror. but nt too long or it will crack. i swear!
memang some of us heard only from 1 side. but look, im the one being bombard here.
the guy already told me wat he wanted to, which is part of this girl stupidity to talk abt me to MY OWN EX..and FYI, i didnt mention any freaking names.
wierd enough, none of my primary, secondary or ite schoolmate actually terase abt my post but she did. obviously i already know it's her.. so wtf is she trying to prove? she's better then me? okey fine.. she is better then me. she's so good in acting as though she's a good friend, lying, making up stories, starting up fights against friendship, spoiling others relationship. tak sedar2 ke dari dulu dah mcm tu.. wen she's caught, she will start pointing others.
to settle things maturedly, u face ur own mistakes. u confront the person nt by fon, msg or wateva fuck. i did ask her to meet me up, dgn penuh confident reply "ok go"...
LANCAULAH okgo punyer....
text her the day itself, i guess she got bang by a car or sumthing that cause her nt to reply my msg...so it's damn obvious right. she's inviting me to play hide and seek...
hide as long as u wan coz at least everyone knows wat kind of person u r...
enough talking and wasting my breath over people who talks cheap just like they are...now..
thursday,
wanted to go dblO but kind of malas so endup meeting amoi @ np, accompanied her to have her dinner then head back home, about 12plus almost 1 am went back to np starbucks to meet man & saf.. use lappy at starbucks, cam-whored with them..we played tagged n fb, tgok profile org kekek2 then played taiti while amoi blogged. someones' blog dah tak berabok sey...weewit...stayed till 8am then man & saf left for work, me and amoi alek..
friday,
went home read my blog from the beginning of my blog till now, i suddenly miss my ex. yes so much..y must all the good times end in such a way..argh! nemind... msn with khair and told him tat i miss my ex...thank you for being so understanding dear...n my ex (khai) ask for a meet up....told khair abt it n he let me to...i wasnt sure whether i shud or nt..fell asleep at 12pm plus then woke up already 6plus almost 7, receive msg from ex(khai) to meet him at tamp, so siap2 tak sempat nk text khair, but then pp8 pon dah low.. haish...wen tamp meet ex at small mac n he bring me watch Jennifer's Body. Okey..dah 2 kali eh..1st with abba nw with ex.. so lepas watch , head back to yishun to meet amoi, her ex(angah), daliis & bf...sampai jek, ader King RObert atas meja... wahwahwah...
and ex talk alot abt wat happen..blablabla, between me and him kaes...and he last2 said, he really missed me. fuck! tats the reason i text u bodo...haha...and here's wat he said wen i got hm thru websms...
him : mi, i really missed u sey, i just hope tat things could be like last time....
me : you knw i miss u too kn...cumer its very painful to wait something tat is nt going to happen...
him : mi..betol i nak u patah alek kat i... let me take care of u, we can start afresh...
me : after wat ppl say abt me u and everything, u still bother to take care of me n be back ke?
him : i takkan percaye unless wif my own eyes.
me : so far aper u see and wat they say, betol ke tak??
him : entahlah u... u date alot of guys...
me : kalau i sendiri bobal ngan lelaki kurang ajar, u rase dorg nk ke date i?? most to most im nt alone, i bwk teman...
him : ntahlah u...
me : khai2....haish...
its not going to be so easy alright....it will never will....
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