Wednesday, August 5

So today is the 5th. And it's suppose to be wateva crap day it's suppose to be between me and him. but no use talking about it now so let just forget about it... well, he did msg me just now. and i told him about my thurdsy plan. DBLO wif gf yaya, n maybe nisa? ya.. so told him i was going dblo, he paused. and then say he would call me back after hes done wif his stuff.. past 12midnite, i msg him about the date today, n he indeed replied saying he love me n miss me too. conversation continues, and he ask me am i really going this thurs. so i replied yap. he said, is t possible if i dun go. hahaha... i knew he would say tat.

him : btw thurs u going dblo eh ?
me : ya..thursday maybe..y?
him : tkde ask je

me : beh dah mendak..so dari keje i go wif yaya..

him : if tkmu gi leh? u noe kn i dun like..but i tknk pakse u..
me : klu i tak gi, then i kene alek tros ah nie?
him : then u nk gi sgt ke b?
me : nope..
him : realy u tk gi?
me : maybe so..
him : ala..plz b..tkmu g plz..
me : asl u tak suke i gi?
him : walaupun i bkn guy u pun i risau u gi sane.. i feel jealous wen u dgn lelaki..
me : beh mcm ginie i takle ade guy baru ah? hahahahah.
him : haiz..b i really2 masi sygkn u sey..kdg2 i tgk gmbr i feel sad tau..
me : i lagi sygkan u tau..itu pon i terpakse sabar..u nk sedih watpe? u yg mintak..
him : mesti la sad.. memang i mntk tpi bukan sal pompuan lain n bkn i tk syg u sey...
me : i tak phm uh u..we can still settle it togather, but u insist..
him : kn i da blng u..i phm mcm ane u rase sedih..
me : ohk.

okey frankly, im getting over him a little bit. but still true aku sygkn dier. but cnt help it. the urge to move on is so strong.. but im just afraid wat if he wants to cum back? omg. no? yes? ttm? hahaha...time will tell.. ALLAH gave me the strength to face this pain. and im thankful that i could do it. not forgeting my beloved frens especially yaya, thanks for meeting me wen i needed to spend my time outside.. amoi.. ur msges thanks. mum, advices...advices... kakak, stupid! laugh at me... ahahha..cb! and online frenz...all of you who encourage me to move on... THANK YOU SO MUCH. okey basically yesterday, amoi meet me up for a while to pass jazz shoe, then she said i look super pale. did i? maybe i was lack of sleep.. or maybe it's bcoz i didnt eat the whole day yesterday? buat bodo larh kn.. then confident tak mkn.. i started to have migraines... serious shit peh migraine... it hurt so bad tat my eyes get so watery2 n blurry2..omg. gonna expired soon i guess... nyahahahaha. well, like afanAMERICANboy always said, LIFE SUCKS! haha. blog soon.

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