Syimah'Zara MsBintang @ Blogger
so now i basically dun wish to elaborate anymore about "A".. life stil have to move on. so here's an update about my complicated life. yet i dunno y im still stuck here. blah!
i've been spending my time hanging around people that could distract me from my pain.. and well, i did manage to forget about him about 20%? fucktart... so been going out wif syahmi, mike and aidil for the past few days...
lepak with long lost bestie, mazlan and farhan. my super duper matreps bodyguard... i miss them like crazyy siols. luckily lan started msging me back 3 days ago. so been meeting them late after midnite for the past 2 days.
if it wasnt midnite, i would be hanging with syahmi, mike n aidil to all over singapore. drive around2, makan here and there. basically i could only do that to forget him rite rather then i rot at home waiting for my expiry date.
wednesday 29july09.
followed syahmi and mike to ubi to overall mike's car @ SILENT. mendak. super mendak. then mlm go mkn @ Bottle Tree near kampong wak hassan... super nice dishes. mike's treat. then after dinner went wdlands, repulic polytechnic garden. meet bby shawal and had Glen's Vodka. okey i swear i dint get drunk. i just got too tired as i didnt slept the whole nite tat day. minom2 with shawal, his sis, her bf, n their super noisy 16 yr old cuzin. umor 16 dah pandai minom ehkk.. haha. reach home at 8plus the next day..
thursday30july09
rot @ home till midnite. meet mazlan, han, tam & gf under my blk.. lepak till 4am then balekz.
friday31july09
meet syahmi after his skool, fetch amoi mkn @ mac cp then head to SSC(sembawang shopping centre) ASTONS, job interview. aku mcm paham katekan.. wanted to get bestie amoi a better job then her pathetic call centre job. so saje2 apply kat ASTONS. then send amoi to work at ToaPayoh, head down to henderson road for my appointment for coffee bean. haha.
finally got at job in f&b yg gerek ah katekan. coffee maker. buat kopi untok bapak kau.. haha. nolar. barista. so been posted to another island to work. haha. lek takmo suspend. i'll be working at coffee bean sentosa. yeaaahhh.. takde matrep2 skudai or minah2 mcm pah kat situ.. okey lah babes wannabe comferm2 ader..hahha.
so monday will be going to sentosa to collect my uniform & special sentosa entrance pass. nyahahaha. thursday must go orientation then friday start work @ 9am. pookkeeyyyyyy. thursday nite nak gi minom ngan yaya niek.. best kaper couple2 dorg beh aku lampost. cb tol. she ajak me, but idk wan bwk saper gi. siak uh.. i no money, so must find people hu is willing to go n pay. haha for me((: siak ehk..
not sure. i already msg sum1 to tag along, but yaya dun seem to like him. everybody in my frenlist dun like him. guess hu i msg? KHAIRUN AHYAR aka PENDEK, if u guys remember.. my ex. the 1 whom really made me cry over him till i lost so much weight. yeah. wierd stuff, suddenly missed him so text him randomly, n he replied. joke around kat msg, then few parts of msg he talk about missing my family, i cried. obviously he was the closest to my family. the 1st guy i ever brought home to stay with me. yahh. serious shit!
okey stop abt him. still wondering who to bring coz tempat minom nie confidential sikit. yaya say i must bring sum1 tat i trust.. well, i never trust sum1 so much then my ex. yeah khai..
anyway, so happy for bestie amoi & bf naz risk. today thier 1mth anniversary katekan.. sweetss... last long k korg. naz i respect your patience and amoi, pls take care of him. he's a really good guy to u. i'm very sure he can take care of u..
today's plan.
now currently still depan lappy blogging. meeting sum1 later. for the 1st time. malu siol... but okey larh i find him harmless. hehe. cute ajer...nak tau saper? hehe.. wait later if i take picture wif him i show korg k. so must siap now coz once he msg must kluar adie.. update more tonite k, ke besok, ke lusa.. we c how.. hahahha
