lets start with the word, ... i guess, my story with angah is finally over. liar. fake promises. false hope. i was hoping so much for him. not realising i was fooling myself. hurting my own feelings. i knew wat he was doing. i knew he was just fooling around but still i was expecting so much that he would change. but he proves he will never change. dissapointted. tats the only thing i could say. dah takde air mata nk nangis untok dier. dah cukop mase ku buang untok dier, not to mention about money. i dun wish to bring it all out back. but it proves that he is just being so un-appreciative. i do regret. big time. especially wen i flashback how i took care of him. i was being so damn fucking stupid. i was blinded by his swit promises. i endup hurting and left behind. he's the reason for my mood swings nowadays. im sori to people who were effect by it but i really couldnt help it. he means alot to me, but i mean nothing to him. he was my priority, but i was just his option. how foolish can i be. how naive n blind i was to after sum1 hu doesnt support me. its so obvious tat i couldnt build my future with him, but i really expect he would change. i dun even know why. omg. i'm starting to think to much. stopit syimah! mistakes. regrets. but then still i forgive him for wateva he did to me. soon enough he would realise his mistakes.i should have walk off wen i had the chance to. but i was stubborn enough to hold on. no use regretting. i cant turn back time. how sad. it really hurt me so badly. but i know he dun giv a damn about it.