Syimah'Zara MsBintang @ Blogger
Well somebody sumhow manage to get my blog url from nobody else but me. It just strucked my mind that, this is my blog, why have an internet journal which is not private but not let people read it. Okey, i passed my url to khai [bogey] and he read about my previous post about cheesecake. he said swit. so[?] hahaha -_-''
i have nothing to hide anymore from the public about myself. whatever i do, it all about my life, i dun owe people thier bodies to own this life of mine. so basically wateva i do, its all totally me. not you. not them.
&& khai told me sumtink 2 days back, he said he was tripping. so i tot he was taking drugs or whatsoever crap, i almost fucked him, but then he said NO!. he was tripping for me, as in falling for me i guess? entahlah kan. we met like only 4 times, then he said he liked me. okey takpe, maybe it's just a random feeling rite khai? so i send him a comment at tagged about the cheesecake thingy, then sum1 just rudely interupt my sweet moments. *slap face* yeahh3... you know khai is sweet.. nak cheesecake jugak? hmmm... im sure khai would buy them for you too sweetheart. hah! but i seriously dun need that sarcasm.. k now got eat drugs and die soon k(:
ever since reading that stupid sarcastic comments of her's i felt like, i'm really getting myself into trouble again, yelar.. she's an ex. a long term relationship-ed ex. so basically, there's this bond i call it "hardcore trusted jealousy". this happens when a person have been togather with the other person for so long, obviously they trust right? but underneath that trust lies a thousand jealousy wen the other party hv move on even the slightest step ahead.. get over it. anyways, im yet to really have that feeling for him so, yeah, you still can have him thou. im not interested. hahah! ooops sori.. not that i'm not interested lah..suke memang suke, but you should know i can find sum1 way~ way~ way~ better then him. ohswells, im sure he still love you too.. *rolleyes*
tuesday night.
met faizal [sientelozal] @ amk @ 1am. yeah.. we suppose to meet earlier, but then he fell asleep, beh ku pon tertido..hahaha.. so he woke up earlier then me, he went amk since he tot that the meeting was cancelled, but then i woke up at 11pm plus.. so text him coz he topup my handphone for me, he told me to turon amk lepak with his friends. so i went there took cab, zal paid the fare, reached jek... he bought me mac cafe oreocheesecake. AWWW! swit kn.. people are being so attentive towards my cravings~ really swit. then went 7eleven, he bought long island tea & marlboro menthol for me & just long island tea for him. woah! sardineee... bulan puase minom!
syimah u r doomed!!!
hahaha. went to his frens chill spot, then there were about 5 of them. semua tgh minom. tiger~ busuk!! hehehe... drink talk laugh. then zal didnt finish his long island tea & tiz fren of his insist on me finishing the drink. so i did finish the drink 4 zal, then that guy opened a can of tiger for zal, zal drank half of the can and asked me to finish the rest. beh ku minom uh. hahaha..
so i tot it ends there ehk, but no~ kwn dier go 7eleven buy high commissioner. dorg ajak minom pure, but zal taknk ku mabok, so he mix wif coke. and i swear that liquor taste pedas! hahaha.. we finished drinking exactly at 4.15am, tu pon maseh got half bottle of liquor left. zal insist to stop drinking takot ti rabak.. so we took cab home dropped at khatib chill pai pagi.. from there we get to know each other more detailed larh konon.
he send me to my place @ 7.30am and he head home...
so how i find zal?
seriously, i cant say it yet coz i've only met him once, and people always give good impression on the first meeting right. hmm.. i wanna see the real him. taknk fake pls. but he like dun care finishing his money on me ehk? hmm..i did ask him y spend money on useless stuff for me, his reply " psl i sayang kan u. "
that is so shockingly fake to me. tak caye okey.
yesterday.
rot @ home.. text angah~ hahaha. tangan kau gatal larh syimah!!! but funny thing is, i miss angah, but aku text dier care kurang ajar.. hahaha...
kakak slm masak tawa siak! [random] hahahahah((: stupid girl, masak mcm untuk hospital.
okey larh tu, makan jugak~ hehehe.
today, sum1 asked me to catch a movie with him kat cineleisure. kul 3 siols.. dier dah bgn lom... earl ohhh earl... wakey2... hahaha
k im shag, lapar but fasting~ nak buka pls.
tc. love you all lovelies!!
muwarkx!!
