Im just too patient in handling these kindof stuffs i know. And im very weak wen it cums to facing you. I shouldnt have trust you but im so stupid tat i did. i put too much hopes and now im the one being hurt. i rejected the rest expecting you to be the one but i got nothing in return just words that hurt. promises. yeah, u can keep them i shall say. im too hurt by all the promises. till now i still dunno who exactly i am to u. u left me hanging with a big question mark. its like im waving hard to attract your attention to show tat i exist. but then i realise u have ur own eyes to see and your own brain to think. i cant stay like this for long. i need to move on. but i really wished tat i could moved on wif u. u hold the decision key to make the next move. all i ever wanted was ur honesty. it was too hard for u. i know. i felt so sorie and dumb to be ignoring the rest when deep inside i really wanna settle down. love hurts me. alot.