Monday, April 13

This is gonna be a very random post due to the boredom i'm actually having right now. Been thinking through lately.. Why life is treating each and everyone of us so unfairly. SOme said it's not that life didnt treat us fairly, its us who doesnt know how to appreaciate what we have. Maybe it's true, but well, keeping grudges wont make u rich. I've been through alot for the past few years.. Met him and her, this and that.. But still i never get sick of life. I'm just so tired to actually entertain my life. What's gonna happen next? To me, let it be... Sometime i wonder why do i have to face such crappiness in life till at times i tend to compare them to the past. I hate comparing. Coz whatever it is, i'm the 1 to blame. ...... Oh boredom still strikes me hard on the ass. and yeah, i've clarify things up with some people about my status. Although ive just broke up with "_____", tats nt gonna be the reason y i cnt be wif sum1 else. Losing 1 and mitting a new 1 gives u experience. Not that experience. Nt talking abt lust. Talking about feelings. "_____" still being paranoid over me. msg me n stuff about getting back. yes i ignored. anyway i cnt tolerate them sumtimes. bf getting mad over those msges he sent. im sorie. i'll chge my number soon dear. and recently, i rejected a colleague of mine who has a HUGE crush on me. why i say its huge? coz its so visible dear~ some people even approach me about him and stuff, all i h to say is, rejected adie** it's not a mistake to reject sum1 rite? pls, i dun go around sharing my luv to every1 that loves me.. Like i say, "i trust myself, hate no one, smile to everybody, but my love is only to 1" back to the story, i reject him. he told me to forget about him.like cum on~ we use to be so close. frenly close. he's like sum1 i share my prob to, and wen either 1 of us is in need the other 1 would sure be thr.. but nw he is severing ties wif me. WTH. just becoz i reject him? get a grip lah pls.. i'm nt the only gal u know.. stop saying the love is diff wif others.. demam sei dgr jiwe2 santan nie.. i told him directly, we were frenz, but u got ur feelings over broad, so du ask me to forget u, ask urself to forget me. i forgive ppl easily, but i'll nvr 4get. well, he'll understand sum day. . . . . oh yawning now... baby is going 1st day of skool today, while i'll be rotten at home till he's back. mitting him later b4 i go to werk. we missed 1 day of mitting yesterday, n then starts to get really addicted. missing each other so badly i shall say. im so getting use to him. oh yahhh, he loves calling me slenger, weelll, baby, im slenger k. find sum1 tat is nt slenger like me. try harder. im slenger, but u know nobody can ever be like me. hah! k lah.. wanna go tagged now. so bored. wanna play pet2. hee~ update soon. BYE LOVElies~

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