Syimah'Zara MsBintang @ Blogger
It's been almost 1 week that i didn't meet khairun up. Actually that's the best way of forgetting someone i assume. Yesterday, he send me an apology msg..Life is full of tough decisions. A path which only i can choose. I lost my way back then, and i pray hard that this time ALLAH would lead me to the right 1. I dont regret any of my decisions in the past, but i was just dissapointed in you. You didnt knw how hard it is for me to face every day of my life with ppl talking about u. To me, u and i history. Its now just me. I'm moving on.. Thanks to my partners in crime clan, i'm happy as usually do... but deep down nobody knows how hurtful it is to be hurt by someone who you'll thought would be the 1... Take care.mi, i reali nid u in my life mi.. i'm reli sori 4 wat had happened.. I tol2 menyesal.. Berilah i peluang mi.. i cant slp, eat well n think abt u.. tlg lh mi.. berilah i peluang terakhir.. i nk kite mcm dulu.. i'm totally lost.. my life is incomplete without u.. i dun noe n wat 2 do mi.. mi... i sygkn u.. sejak kite berjauhan, i dh mcm mati.. please come back to me mi... i... i reli nid ur hugs.. i reli nid ur shoulder to cry on.. mi... maafkan i mi..i woke up reading this on my hp. So touching but still im hurt for what he done. I cant find a reason y i should forgive him wen he hurt me more then wat i tot he will.. Apologies2... sori2..that is all what he knows to say. im so sick of it. khairun, lets get things clear enough.. i'm no longer yours... i'm moving on.. although its hard for u, it was never easy for me. Somebody else deserve me more then u. u just dunno how to appreciate me. i wan u not ur money... please let go of me freely. im moving on. u got that right. im moving on.
