Monday, January 19

Enough of nonsense in my blogs. Let's just talk about me. me. and me.

Had a rough, very rough year indeen in 2008.

::Got to know my ex-boyfriend is a jerk. [ yassin kau besar nyer tooot! ]

::Lost my job 2 times in a row. [ cash studio & retailist ]

::School GPA 1.0 point. [ DMD ]

::Admitted to hospital.

::Mum got married to an asshole [ 9 may 08 ]

::Bestfiend backstab me. [ hidayah kecik ]

::Had a big time slut hating me over the net. [ noraziyan / nonoi / mis independent ]

maybe there's more. Just can't remember most of it.

But i still could overcome everything myself. And some of my friends and bf actually helped. Thanks for the companion guys.And bf i love u more every each second k.

Now new year 2009, new resolution and new plans for future. Should i say moved on? Guess so.

You know sometime whatever we wished for never really come true? That actually false. God answer all our prayers. It's just that we can't expect it to happen over night. One day when HE thinks that we are really ready enough to hold that responsibility, we'll eventually get what we have prayed for as a token of our hard work and patience.

Family.
Although my mum was a single parent since i was 6years old till last year, we manage to grow up healthy with much of her love. I just don't understand why she needs to get married with an asshole. This asshole is a guy who wants my mother but refuse to accept her children. What the hell is he thinking? Am i right? First you are married to my mother not me or my siblings. There's no 1 in the family actually controls our life accept mum. But all of us are above the age of 20. Why are you still bothering us? Get a life old man. You are nobody to me get it?! So just mind your own business and carry on your own faking life with my mum. But if you break her heart or make her cry, i swear i'll smash your freaking crooked face!

Friendships.
Friends come and go. They are here when you are happy or leading a luxurious life but once you are down or broke, they leave you. But for me, she's just someone that i thought could really be a friend till we got old or at least got married with our own partners, but then it turned out the other way. She sucked! Anyway hope you are having a great time faking and back-stabbing your friends. Fo me, i still got friends around me who actually turns out to be people who are greater then i could imagine.

Relationships.
For me, i met many people in my life. Falling in love with a jerk is not what i prayed for of course. You can control your feelings toward someone. But maybe i was foolish enough in my past years.I have cursed most of them for making my life a miserable hell. If it was my mistake, it will happen to me, but GOD answered my prayers. Each of those who make my life a miserable and hard 1 eventually had a hard time with their own lifes. Believe it or not, i have a total of 30 ex-boyfriends. But seriously none of them can beat my current 1. Not saying this just because he's my current boyfriend, but i do see sincerity in him that nobody can see in him. Whatever he did for me, you people can't imagine how patient we went through each and every steps of life. Quarrels are common in relationships. But the thing that pull us through those dreading years were trust, patience, promise, sincerity and honesty. We stand by each other through hard times.

School.
I may say that i'm not a school girl type of person, but i really missed school as much as all my ex-schoolmates. The homework. Long essays. Art. Computer. Animations. All of them. Mostly of course friends. They color your world just like crayons did. What to do? I graduated ITE but i still wanna school now.

Well... Life still had to go on with or without we agree-ing to whatever is happening. Just be thankful i should say. And now not realizing i actually typed out like almost more then what i can say. Maybe thing just came up to my mind to type all these. And i actually feel glad that i had a blog just to type out what i feel deep down inside. Because most of the time i would just keep these to myself.Anyway things happen for a reason right? Be happy((:

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