Wednesday, December 24
Browsed through my thumbdrive and found these photos.
Me and Hidayah.
The girl whom once became my best of all best friend...
i kept it to myself for too long.
Although i still have those hate feelings towards her after what she said to '_______' abt me,
i cant keep those grudges any longer...
she's my bestfriend. my 1 and only friend whom understands me more then anybody else.
Tapi aper nak buat...
she has new friends. colleagues. people. all new to her.
sampaikn aku. the person whom stayed as her bestfriend for almost 10yrs,
she forgot.
i cant deny. i miss her so much. shopping. gossiping. clubbing.
even if we didnt cntct each other, at least she could drop by my place.
but she didnt.
whr did Friends Forever go?
when i look at all these photos, aku mcm nk nangis sendiri.
mcm tak percaye she forget me so easily.
every mistake she did, aku dpt maafkn dgn cpt. but maybe i couldnt take it anymore.
i left her alone with her friends. coz i know she'll be much happier.
but then aku yg ilang kwn. and tak sangka, kwn lupekan aku.
i dun wish to have much2 bestfriends as we use to say,
nobody can ever replace a friend like u.
recently, went over to her werk place to karaoke.
she saw me. wat she did?
silent. no eye contact.
aku rase mcm takde dpn dier. i'm invisible to her.
although i almost cried tat moment of time, i hold back my tears.
took a deep breath and walk away...bu still as i walk away, my heart was beating so fast.
as my mind question me. should i turn back.
but my heart told me, be strong face it walk away and let her be...
thanks.
thanks hidayah...
maybe,
but u should know, i nvr regretted knowing sumone like u.
i hope u r doing fine and happy as always.
take care.
i miss u so damn much dayah~
;(
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