Wednesday, November 5
Just decided to talk about this girl here. Let me introduce to you, Nurhidayah Bte Abdul Halim.
Well, i know this girl since year 2000 so you guys should know how close i am to her. But then now i realise, the person whom is close to you is the person who will betray you someday.
Mcm dier ni. She, whom i thought was my bestest friend among all my friends betray nobody but me.
Macam maner kiter knl???
It was year 2000, and i just moved house to the place i'm currently staying. I have totally no friends. All my friends obviously stayed at my previous residential. So korg paham2 lah k, klu baru pindah budak2 yang tak knl kite tend to stare from head to toe. I was so kental by then so didn't really pay much attention.
But tiz girl, let's call her yaya, didnt. She didnt stare or even carik pasal with me. I find her very nice & sweet. On that moment of time, i was a very active person. I would play roller blade, cycle... I know.. Mcm kental kan.. But what do you expect, time tu umor aku masih adek2 primary school. And yaya on the other hand, always spend her time kat playground nearby her house. So we made friends, my mum like her, and her mum likes me.
We shared no secrets at all. Kiter da mcm adek bradek. Till i went to secondary school, i find nobody is better then her companion. I find her the best friend i have ever had. Then i start introducing her to 1 of my classmate, named JANNAH. If coincidently my ex secondary schoolmate read this, you guys should know who is Jannah right. They became so close. Very close indeed. Aku tak rase cemburu pon psl aper, if she was really a true friend, she wouldnt forget me as her childhood friend. But things got worse when Jannah ran away from home and stayed with Yaya. Can you ppl imagine?? Yaya, my childhood friend help Jannah my classmate with her home runaway. So things got very cocked up. My discipline master track down Jannah and got to know she stayed over at Yaya. Trust me, i wasnt the one whom report it. Obviously Singapore police aren't dumb. They can simply track a missing people with few details left by nobody but Jannah herself. So on that time Jannah always spend her time with nothing but lepak2 bawah blok @ 703 i should say. So there's police screening and stuff. When they got to know yaya's place, Jannah told yaya bad stuff about me, yaya assume that i was the 1 who told them Jannah hideouts.
Aku sunggoh tak kuase nak layan so i just ignore what she said. Till one day, Jannah betrayed her because of a guy. So she came crying to me. Yes. She cried saying she thought that i betray her all along. And she said she didnt realise how meaningfull this friendship were.
So days past very quickly, me and yaya were still bestfriends.
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I was working at mac, yaya mum ask me to recommend yaya to my job too. I did. After 2 years working there, my mgr wanted to promote me to STAR, someone who conducts birthday parties. I was overwhelmed. But then yaya also wanted that post. So she tried anything and everything to make the mgr liked her. I could see how she wanted that post so much so i quit my job. Everyone was shocked when i quit suddenly. They knew i love my job, but they dunno that i didnt really want to quit. When yaya got to know i quit , i just said that i got a better job with better pay.. And congrats she got the post once i left.
Not to mention, sdare aku, SUHAIMI also known as mimi mataer ngan dier. Mimi is also my classmate in secondary school. Nobody really knows tat mimi is my cousin coz we didnt tell any1. But if you observe, he have a little bit of the same features. Suhaimi and yaya was togather for 3years. She dump him. For a guy with a bike. Mampos taknak moto lawa takpe. CBR 150.. Moto takde harga sialll.... What to do, org klu giler sgt ngan jantan ader moto, jadi kat transporter pon jadi lar... mimi once told me, tiap kali dorg gado yaya would say, "pegi uh kau ngan syimah kwn yg kau syg sgt". What was she even thinking?? Aku takkan nak mataer ngan mimi? my own cousin ?? no and never!!! there's a few time tat mimi called me up past midnight, ask to mit up. come on we r cousins so we dun do stupid stuff. aku ngan mimi chill kat bwh blok mlm2. he shared with me want he is facing with yaya.
and again aku org tgh.. mimi told me tat he went to KL with his family when he came back after 1 week, ader love bite kat yaya peh leher. when he ask yaya, she said tu mimi yg uat. tapi mimi left for KL last week takkan love bite tu last sampai 1 week later kan..
so told mimi to sabar n stuff, he did. tapi end up aku yg takle sabar. how could my bestfriend play behind my cousin's back. mcm siak kan. at last mimi let her go because he couldnt take her attitude.
then yaya quit her mac job and start workin at cash studio whr she recommend me the job. but then working there pon dier muka2. get wat i mean?? she say bad stuff abt sum1 to me then when infront of that girl, she pretend to be very nice. like aisyah Keling dog kat cash studio. aku benci dier. so when yaya told me about her aku makin benci kat budak keling tu, ape lagi, aku peh org klu aku da benci kau, tats it tak perlu nk buat baek. tiz aisyah aku pulao rabak2. sampai kan she told my supervisor tat she dun dare to talk to me coz she find me too fierce.. gi mati... y i hate her?? tu nanti2 bleh crite... so and again aku buat hal kat keje n end up losing my job. haha. obviously yaya was behind it... dier pandai muka2 so i wont be shock when sum1 came to me saying yaya made me lose my job.
i dun even care now... for 8 years tolerating her attitude, being a stone for her to leap higher. its enuf for me. skrg ni my new number dier tak tau and i dun even wish to give her. actually thrs more that she did that i just cnt be bothered to elaborate her. i deleted her from my friendster.
she use to be my bestfriend, my closest friend. but now she's just someone whom i'll see outside and say "HI....BYE". Takde org sangka, a friendship tat is so strong could just end like this. the last time i ever cntct with her was on 4 june tiz year. The person u trusted most would stabb u at the back.
time2 mcm skrg aku start rindu my very longest bestfriend from primary school. Anastasia Nicole Francis. She's the best still. Tapi sayang she have moved to CANADA. Girl, take care of yourself aite.
So now, all i ever have is my BF. and not forgetting friendster and blogger friends. Blogging has since became my best friend. whatever it is, YAYA, please change your attitude. Org mcm kau, kwn BENCI.
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