Friday, November 28
do u knw tat ur attitude is killing me at times. do u even care how i feel ?it was so beautiful at first but u made it a disaster and u crash everything upon me..
u were the nicest person i ever wanna be wif 4ever n ever n ever. but then u made me feel insecured.
sampai biler u nak i suffer mcm ni? sampai biler u nak put the blame on me?
even wen its a small arguement u make a big scene out of it. n wen i cry u say i'm showing attitude.
is it a mistake to show how i feel ? i know my tears mean nothing to u. but do u treat me the same as my tears ?
nothing.
wat u should know every word tat comes out of ur mouth is hurtful. it's torturous.
but wth do u care. u wan things to be ur way. i did it ur way. but nothing seem acceptable.
wen we quarrel, am i suppose to kneel down n beg u for forgiveness ? i know u are nt tat heartless.
i know tat u r nice. but y are u treating me tiz way??
are u trying to show tat everything tat had happen btwn u n me means nothing ?
wat we have gone thru for the past 7mths.
for the 12th time, u make me feel like i was standing at the edge of a boat. its shaky and anytime i could fall into the water
n kill myself.
all these while u seem so careless abt me.
i dun mean a thing to u ? is it tat u r trying to prove ?
u nvr layed ur hand or me. or hurt me physically. but the way u hurt me is much2 more hurtfull then if u hit me.
if u slap me, the pain will go away. but if u hurt my feelings, it will stay. forever.
ape mak i tegor tu, it made me realise tat its true. i made a fool out of myself to beg u.
its like as if i cant get a replacement. to hell wif wat ppl say.
i love u n only u.
but it hurts wen the sum1 u love is the 1 whom hurt u very badly.
those words. those sweet talks.
wat are they for ? y say them wen u going to hurt me again n again ?
i'm tired of all these. u r making me feel tat im so worthless.
quit all these lah u.
tak penat pe carik kesilapan org?? u penat keje. i penat gado ngan u.
my feelings mean nothing to u.
u promised me tat u r nt going to make me cry again. but look. u hurt me more then anybody else.
maner kate2 u? itu sumer janji kosong?
its been like a routine for u.
buat silap kecik, carik psl. gado. see me cry. pujok then apologise. promise. then few weeks ltr do again.
y???????????????
i'm sick of tiz lah u. stop ur ego b4 it leads to something bad.
u mean everything to me. but i dont feel u treat me the same.... ):
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