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What About Me ?
I Live My Own LIfe, I Lead My Own Life. Around Me Are Influences To Bring Me Either Up Or Down But Either Ways, I'm Gonna Face It Alone In The End. Nobody's Gonna Share Those Happy Moments Forever, And Nobody Gonna Wipe My Tears If I Ever Cry. So Why Should We Bother What People Gonna Say. It's Our Own Life Anyway.
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My One & Only Princess
40 Weeks 3 Days Growing In Me.
2 Hours 45 Minutes Of Delivery Pain.
Born on 30th April 2011 @ 0148hours.
Zara Nur A`Syikha , Name Was Given.
She's A Princess Shining Bright Into My Life Ever Since...
Previous Rants
My Past.... I don't wanna talk about it.
Let's move on and just cherish whatever we have now before it turns into what we had.
Wednesday, September 17
Today marks the day that my mum actually gave birth to me years ago.
Thanks to her, i was brought up with full education & understanding.
To all a birthday is the happiest day for you guys but to me its not.
Cause it brings me the thought of how my mother struggle in pain to get me out of her abdomen.
Yeah.
It really hurts.
Could you imagine?
The size of a baby's shoulder coming out of your small little hole*?
It must be the most painfull moment of her life.
But mum told me that i wasn't delivered normally.
She had to go through an operation below her belly button.
*whereby the surgeons would cut her stomach to get me out*
When she told me that, i was reall thankfull that both of us survive in the operation.
And it must be hard for a single mum like mine to brought up 3 kids alone.
My eldest brother
and my elder sister.
They are also a cam-whore-er like me. So mind it:)
Both now are extremely too old too mention.
Haha.
My brother is 27 and my sister is 25.
So the age range difference actually helps.
Cause when i was still young, mum seldom spend time with me cause she has to work to feed 3 kids at home.
So i end up being looked after by my late grandmother.
She was quite old then, but she's able to take care the 3 devils at home.
I grew up looking how my family struggle especially my mum.
She's such a strong women.
She's an idol to me. She always give us advices to be discipline in everything we do.
Although she's a single mum, she manage to send the three of us to school and brought us up.
Look how beautiful and well grown we are.
Eventhough we, her childrens, made mistakes in our lifes, we couldn't blame her for it.
She has already tried her best.
Sometimes thinking how my family is from last time till now, i'm actually thankful that GOD ALLAH gave her the strength to face everything.
So a birthday usually a day for us to get presents from people around us but to me no.
I don't mind not receiving any of that cause whats more important is me thanking my mum who bring me to these unfair world.
She's the only person whom understands us the most.
Thanks again mum for all the love you have given me all these years.
You are the star of my heart.
Love You So Much!
And to my beloved boyfriend,
Today marks our 150th day togather.
I love u so much baby boy...
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and my elder sister.
They are also a cam-whore-er like me. So mind it:)
Both now are extremely too old too mention.
Haha.
My brother is 27 and my sister is 25.
So the age range difference actually helps.
Cause when i was still young, mum seldom spend time with me cause she has to work to feed 3 kids at home.
So i end up being looked after by my late grandmother.
She was quite old then, but she's able to take care the 3 devils at home.
I grew up looking how my family struggle especially my mum.
She's such a strong women.
She's an idol to me. She always give us advices to be discipline in everything we do.
Although she's a single mum, she manage to send the three of us to school and brought us up.
Look how beautiful and well grown we are.
Eventhough we, her childrens, made mistakes in our lifes, we couldn't blame her for it.
She has already tried her best.
Sometimes thinking how my family is from last time till now, i'm actually thankful that 