Its been 130 days since i first accept you to be part of my life. Never once came to my thoughts that we could reach these far and still lead a happy relationship. You've never fail to make me smile whenever I'm with you. The problems we face nobody could bear it like we did. We still hold on strong to our promise and lead this relationship although there are people who just cant see us happy together.
Every night before i sleep i never fail to take a look at our pictures together. The video we took on our karaoke session at Cash Studio. The pictures we took at Vivocity. Not forgetting all the message you send to me every single night. All these are my lullaby for me to go to sleep. Sometimes i couldn't express my emotions about you to people around me. Cause they simply won't understand how i feel.
People around me only knows that I'm already attached and very in love. What they doesn't know is how strong the feeling is. How painful and tortured it is sometimes when we quarrel over small things. I can't simply elaborate everything we have gone thru here. Only you and me knows the ups and downs from the beginning till now.
I remember you saying that your friends says it's impossible that you can actually befriend with me in the first place. And 1 even said the first three months is always a honeymoon in a relationship but after three months its different. We have proved them wrong. You did get to be close to me. This close. And we made pass our first three months with pressure instead of a honeymoon but after three months here we are happy and still going on strong. There's a saying "suffer now then later". And that's what we faced. We suffer our first three months with tears about own personal problems at home and outside. We stayed strong facing them although at times we feel like we are failing to do so.
With patience, the personal problems we faced at home actually settled bit by bit. Our financial situation was tight but yet we still made it through. None of us really wanted any of these obstacles to happen but it's God's Allah's will. Whatever HE wrote is our destiny. We can't reject or refuse to face it. But only with determination, trust, patience we made it this far.
I'm proud to say that i actually have a very caring boyfriend. A loving life partner. I gave you my fullest trust cause i believe in you. I could feel the love that you shower on me. People may see that we are just some typical couple. But they will never know the real truth. They will never get to feel what we felt. And they will never understand no matter how close they are to us. To me, having my family, a stable job and you is already enough to succeed.
Friends. Some are just an influence, some just waste my time. Some appear to betray. They come and go just like the wind. The best example are all around us. Your friends and mine. When we were happy, they simply come surrounding us like we are bee hive full of honey. But once we are down, they leave. But thank ALLAH again that he made us see the real them. We may have lost these friends but HE showed us who are our real friends. Well, you know who i meant.
Whatever it is. I'm so grateful to have what i have always wanted in life. A happy family & true love. You made me feel life is so meaningful now. With you around, impossible can become possible.
Alhamdullillah.
ALLAH gave us a the strength to face all these and HE will always will. Let's just pray that we could make it.
Insyaallah.
With Allah's will, we can go further like what we have always wanted. I just wish that whatever we have always dream of in future would come true.
Amin~
Baby, i love you and i will always do. Every second in my life, i think of you. Missing you very badly every moment in my life. And every breath i take my love for you gets stronger then ever. Thanks baby. You never fail to shine my day with your smile. You never failed in anything for me. You always make me proud.
I LOVE YOU
A post specially dedicated to my most beloved precious one and only boyfriend Mohamed Khairun Ahyar.
